Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Downhill Of A Day

So I got my business cards. I was so happy!! I called the lady that wants to meet with me to sell my jewelry in her store we are going to meet Saturday I'm so happy. I took the cards and new products up to my mothers to show her. Things were looking up and I felt like I was on top of the world. That's when I started to slide down the hill. I showed my mother the new stuff, then I showed her the business card. She found a mistake I over looked. In my defense it was 11:30 at night, half awake. You would think the place making the cards would have looked at it, but when you do it on-line they just print what you make. Here it is, can you see it. Not the http:// that I also forgot to take out.
Did you FIND it? That's FINE if you didn't because I didn't. So so pissed. So now I'm reordering them. Now what to so with these ones?
After that I got a call from Josh's school. He was acting out being disruptive and disrespectful in science class. He had to be sent to the office, and got a 2 hour detention for tomorrow. When he got of the bus we talked for a good long time. I just don't know what's going on with him lately. I know he has been having problems over his dads place on the weekends about other kids being in his room when he's not there, and some other small things. Nothing I think that would cause this. Not sure if it's something I'm doing or not doing. We talked and he just says he doesn't know why he does it. :O( so sad when you can't help your own kid. It breaks my heart.
Not having a job is really getting me down. Don't get me wrong I love making these crafts and creations but it's not making any money yet, and it may not. What am I going to do? I don't know if my boss is going to call me back anytime soon or not.
Not being at work I have packed on the pounds!! I keep joking saying we may not have heat soon and I want to be warm!! (that's not going to happen)
My poor husband has been working so much over time because of Christmas. I feel so bad. I told him that I am very grateful about all he is doing and has done!!
I know I need to stop feeling sorry for myself. I have a lot to be thankful for. I know that, just sometimes I get stuck in the mad and need to be pulled out, and hosed down. :O)

1 comment:

Barbara said...

I know that it's hard to hear someone say that "it will get better" when you are in the middle of your life being turned upside down so I won't say it. But, I will say that when I feel what you are feeling, I try to imagine others who have it worse than me and it snaps me out of it and/or I do something nice for someone else and it makes me feel better. And, you HAVE to let yourself vent and there is nothing wrong with it at all. In fact I have been known to set a timer for 10 minutes, cry and then move on....or do what you are doing, writing about it so whenever you need to 'unload', feel free and your friends will be there.